Nov 3, 2015

Ironman Los Cabos 2015



After finishing Ironman Canada earlier in the year I felt like my season was not over and after looking at a number of option decided to sign up for Ironman Los Cabos and talked Kyle and Rosanne into do the 70.3 on the same day as the full.. It gave me almost exactly 12 weeks to recover and rebuild up which seemed very doable. Overall I felt like my training was ok coming into the race. I had the base from IMC and got in some good solid build weeks of training. I never felt amazing but I felt solid. Could have done without my calf/foot getting tight a couple weeks out, that caused me to skip a week + of run training.
I also started doing pilates once a week. Have not had any of the core muscle issues I had  during IMC and was having on and off for the last year. Super glad I took my wetsuit to long beach for some open water swims as a good check in to see how I was doing. Totally surprised myself with such a fast time for me. So swim training has obviously been helping.

Race week was good. I kept things loose and kept my workouts short with just a little intensity. I was loose and got a massage before we left town, had my foot taped up. I focused on getting extra sleep that week so that I was rested.

We packed the bikes a bit early but was good to get it done and I took wed off work so I could pack and not stress. Mixed information about water temp was frustrating so packed both wetsuit and speedsuit. We flew into town on Thursday.
There was not a ton of good places to ride or run near the race hotel(at least from what we could tell). Felt kind of sketchy with cars and no shoulders ect. So did not ride as much as I would have liked but it was fine.
Went to both “practice swim” times to get used to the water. It was 80F+ and because of the hurricane hitting further south the swells were HUGE especially on Saturday. But it was good to get in and used to the water.. Good thing I brought a swim skin as well since the race would not confirm or deny if it would be wetsuit legal till Friday, even though once we swam it was pretty obviously to hot.

Bike and gear check on Saturday was kind  of entertaining, they had shuttles/busses which you took your bike with you inside. It was kind of a mess but all worked out.

I never sleep much the night before a race. Overall I didn’t stress about it. And slept fairly well. I set my alarm for 3a and had a banana next to my bed so I could just eat and go back to sleep for a bit longer. Should have had some more food. So at 4a or so I realized I needed more food so I went down and at least the hotel had some muffins and stuff I snacked on. sipped on some fluids.

Headed down to the shuttle with all my stuff. Lucky enough we got on one of the first shuttles. Dropped special needs bags off on the way down to the start.

At T1 I got my bike set up with fluids ect. Used the porta poty before the lines got long (they had NO TOILET PAPER in any of the porta potties) so I took an Imodium just in case. T1 was a bit crazy with all the 70.3 people getting ready to start at 6:30a. so sort of just hung out with Kyle and Rosanne since I had a ton of time.

Watched them start and the pros even finish before I had to even get ready. Was good to see other people mess both of those up with the swells. People were getting tossed everywhere on both the start and finish of the swim….

I found 1 porta potty near the changing tents that they had bought emergency tp for it…. Then got in my speedsuit, used some foggle on my goggles and ate a gu before heading to the staging area. 
As I lined up for the swim I got to see Kyle & Rosanne come out of the swim and head out of T1.

Swim (1:15:05; 1:59/100 yds; 9th in ag)
My estimate for the swim was 1:15-1:20 based on what I swam in IMC and no wetsuit in big swells and rather rough water.

They did a rolling start so I put myself in 1:15 area. The swells were pretty big at the start so I had to kind of wait for it to go out to be able to get in the water and not get tossed around.

The course is a long rectangle that goes mostly parallel to the shore, 3 left turns. By the time I got to the 1st turn bouy it had blown of course or something and they were dragging it back in place. Everyone was just stopped it was stupid. So I just swam though them and kept going.

Stayed in close to teh rest of the buoys and just stayed focused on putting in some effort and staying focused. I started chafting in my right under arm almost right away and it stung the entire time. Then my zipper started to come undone and it started rubbing all over my neck. The salt water made it so painful. I also think I got a tiny jelly fish sting. And the rocking from the waves and swells I had to lift my head crazy high to see the buoys and breath.. so not normal at all.

The half way point was someplace after the second turn and noticed It was a pretty standard time for me. So I decided I should work a bit harder since it was just the swim and I had done all those speed intervals at the end of long workouts and did not die.. the waves and swells rocked you around a lot..

The second half of the course was kind of strange with it being more across the swells but not totally since you had to angle so had to sight a bit more that I was before..


Once I saw the swim finish it made it easier to sight though the waves kept trying to push you into some rocks vs the clean path to the beach.

Finally got close had a couple waves and tried my best to ride them in and not get tossed around. I wound up getting sort fo knocked down but a life guard guy helped me to my feet and I ran in the sand to get my bag.

As I hit lap on my watch I was in complete shock at the time.



Transition 1 (4:39)
Out of the water ran a long way in the sand. They had the bags hanging so found mine, grabbed it and headed into the tent.

Went smoothly. A volunteer was there offered water so I used it to wash my feet off since ther was some carpet… Everything else went as normal. Shoes, stuff in my pockets, then helmet and glasses.

Ran out to my bike, grabbed it and went. My shoes filled with sand again on the way out of t2 ugh…
Bike was in a lowest gear since it is immediately uphill and had no issues.

Bike (6:33:10; 27.47 km/h; 6th in ag)

T1 to San Lucas –
As I headed out of t1 I was so excited about my swim time and crazy annoyed with all the sand in my shoes. Saw Rosanne almost immediately going the other direction. Mostly settled in to a find a good rhythm and started eating and drinking. Took 2 salts pills at :30, and gu at :50 . Went though my 1st bottle of skratch pretty quick. The aid stations had ice water and random flavors of Gatorade. 

 

We had driven parts of the course and it had not seemed to bad but really it was constant up or down, so lots of shifting gears. Sometimes there was wind as well. I passed 1 or 2 girls on this first stretch but it was mostly guys.

San Lucas to San Jose –
Turned around and headed back.. I noted it took about :50 minutes from t1 to the turn around. The course was kind of crowded with some of the slower 70.3 people still on the bike course and a lot of guys. The rollers did not seem to really spreed people out that much yet. I just focused on staying smooth and keeping after it and drinking. Finished my second bottle of skratch and had to start grabbing Gatorade off the course. The aid stations were kind of short so had time to grab ice water or Gatorade but not both. Which seemed to work ok, so I would alternate. I saw 1 girl who passed me then slowed, so I passed her which pissed her off I guess so she started sprinting after starring at me lol, so weird...

San Jose up to airport & back –
You come in to town and there is a short out and back then as you go back you turn up the hill to go to the airport. So you go from the most crowded part of the bike course to completely empty and all up hill in the sun. A few section got super hot, because there was no breeze at all. But it was all seeted climbing, then two larger rollers and you eventually get to the turn around. I went back and forth with a couple guys – I would pass on the ups and they passed on the downs. Luckily the decents were all pretty smooth with the exception of some road turtle things you had to avoid. It was also nice they had the whole road closed off.

Was one of the climbs on the way back was actually kind of steep, which sucked.

I stayed right on track with my gu, 1 an hour, a salt and at least a bottle or two of Gatorade and hour. My stomach felt a little bloated but not bad. Every once and a while I would dump water on my back or something but it never lasted long enough to make a difference and I figured it was more important to drink it.

San Jose to San Lucas & back –
Headed back out along the coast and all the never ending rollers for lap 2. It was getting pretty warm, and I noticed the pavement kind of sucked, you never really got any free speed, there was drag on the downs so had to keep after it. And lots of cracks and bumps, a few sections with road turtles across the whole thing. No idea how people with tale bottles kept anything on their bikes.

People had spread out a lot more now, so was mostly on my own.

At the half way mark grabbed my special needs bag, which had a bottle of coke, which was almost boiling hot yuck.. and some cliff banana mango things which did not go down well, so I ate a cliff fruit stick which was good. But was bummed not to get the calorie bump from the coke ect.

The rest was kind of just more of the same. I stayed after it pretty good and still felt pretty good. I was thankful for a random blue Gatorade to change up from the orange flavor that gets so old so fast. That helped keep me drinking more.


San Jose up to airport & back –
Was so happy to be on my last lap and heading up the last hill. BUT wow it was a bit more of a slog up the hill this time. My quads burned a bit and just was not as fast. It also felt way hotter. There was once or twice a cloud came over for a second and I was so thankful for the tiny bit of shade. At this point everyone was dragging a bit and super spaced out even on the climbs. I forced myself to drink Gatorade to try and find any bit of energy I could.

The two rollers after the long climb were equaly as hard, I tried to recover as much as I could on the down hills but they seemed so short and the climbs so long.

I ate my last gu on the way up and wish I had grabbed another one. Sucked that none of the aid stations had much to grab on course as back up.

After the turn around there were two climbs and then the long down hill. I was watching time tick by and just tried my best to stay focused. But of course when I got to the long down hill and there was a headwind it just sucked… I was just ready to be into t2 already and the headwind took extra energy to get though..

To T2 –
Was super happy to be heading to T2, always nice to be able to go straight vs turning to make another loop (there were still a lot of people turning). The road was kind of crap and there were a couple of rather un marked speed bumps. Lost the front bottle at one..

Transition 2 (4:58)
I dropped my bike off, ran to were my bag was hanging, grabbed my bag and jogged into the tent.. a few volunteers, they offered water so I used it to wash the sand off my feet before I put my socks on. Grabbed Vaseline for the cafting in my arms pits form the swim. Also had them put some sun block on my shoulders.

Ran out and realized I needed to pee but there was only one for “hombres” and the volunteer was useless so I just started the run. Honestly never saw the line when I left transition and started the run…. So just started running and lapped my watch.


Run (4:55:59; 7th in age group)

T2 to lap 1 hotel way–
Rosanne ran with me for a couple minutes as I started and told me how Kyle had not finished but he was ok. And that she had won her age group. I mostly just felt grimimy and so freaking hot. They had aid stations pretty close together on this section so I grabbed ice water and dumped it on my head and face. I grabbed a bag of “heilo” or ice and either held it in my hand or put it against my face. It was so hot out. As I kept running it just kind of beat down on you. They had no sponges… My legs seemed ok, a bit heavy but not bad. I was shocked because my calf seemed fine. This part of the course was nice because there were tons of people and I just kept moving. Ran out then back.


Lap 1 marina –
You head back toward where T2 was and then take a right turn and head over a bridge, the pavement went to total crap, I could feel I was even kicking up sand or something as I went and it was a kind of steep little up hill then you ran across the bridge and just cooked. Since we had not really figured out the run rout this part of the course was a total mystery. I knew the first loop was 9 miles total. You ran across the bridge then around a round about, though some dirt road with an uphill, next to the marina.. then an out and back. It was so hot. I started to really feel it and kind of cooked a bit. I just kept grabbing ice and water, and Gatorade from time to time.

The volunteers were almost kind of pushy at times but they had a ton of them. I drank some pepsi.. my stomach was so so. And kept dumping water on me. I wasn’t running that fast.. but I tried to just keep moving forward. At some point I did stop to pee, of course they had no toilet paper at all.. The aid stations seemed more spread out as well. My hand was starting to go numb from holding bags of ice so switched to a cup of ice which I am more used to and had some bit of insulation… My face was burning up so I kept putting ice on it to. .

You come back across the bridge (where you just cook) and then there is another longer out and back that is kind of lonely. Everyone is spread out and it was so hot.
The worst part is they run you almost right up to the finish to turn around and run back for another loop. Just brutal mentally.

Lap 2 hotel way –
I was glad to run back into town. The sun was still super hot but it helped having people cheering and around more. I mostly just focused on running as much as I could, would walk the aid stations and grab something to drink or ice. I remember seeing Kyle and Rosanne and asking them why I was doing this… they all laughed and had no answer. I just kept my slow run going. There started being more people running on the course as well, but super hard to tell what lap everyone was on.
I kept going back and forth with 2 girls that I couldn’t really tell which age group they were in..

Lap 2 marina –
I was not looking forward to this section. The bridge just cooked me the 1st lap and the aid stations are weirdly spaced out and it is lonely. And it I was really getting tired. I started day dreaming about laying down on anything that looked reasonably soft or cool. The sunset as I shuffled over the bridge was beautiful with the moon and all the colors but it was still really warm.

I kind of lost focus a bit on this lap around the marina.. I walked up the dirt hill and kind of just kept walking instead of running again. I did manage to grab some pepsi at the next aid station which seemed like forever. I think I wound up walking a mile or so overall. I let the 2 girls go a bit.. but they never got that far away since I saw them at a lot of the turn arounds.

At some point I realized I needed to be running just so I could get done. I did not want to be out here forever.. so run… by this time it had started getting dark and when I went though the turn around they gave me a light thing.. I was kind of bummed I was having to take one.


Lap 3 hotel way –
On the way out I just focused on finding a rythem and holding to it. I saw Kyle and crew and I said I had walked to much and they said everyone was walking… I reminded myself this was the last lap a lot. “Just run”. And luckily I was down to numbers I could do the math in my head for how much time I was wasting and needed to move faster. I took more pepsi. And just dug deep to go.

Lap 3 marina –
Last time over the bridge it was now very dark… I just kept shuffling as much as I could and started skipping aid stations even though the volunteers were actually getting more pushy. I just wanted to be done. I ran a bit with a guy who I had passed on the bike a bit. Which was nice I think it helped me pick up the pace some. He started cramping so I just kept running. I passed one of the girls I had let go on the 2nd lap.Ran the rest of the way into the finish. It was kin dod just a blur and i was just happy I was finishing. At least this time I was able to smile as I crossed the line and just ran it in. (I really need to work on a better finish line pose lol )




Post-Race (12:53:51, 7th ag, 39 in gender, 226 overall)
After I crossed the finish line I just wanted to lay down.. I had some weird coughing stuff right at the finish and for about 5 minutes after. But all in all I was fine.

Overall thoughts... Super happy with my swim especially considering it was rough, non-wetsuit and I still managed a 5 min pr.

The bike was hard, all the rollers and a big climb in the heat. I should have ate more maybe… I was tired on the last climb.. but I was still dropping people so at least that is good.

The run I’m the most bummed about. I let it go and actually never really got up to speed. It was hot but I let it get to me to much. My body was fine, no cramping, only minor stomach stuff. I feel like I need some work on my run endurance, I was able to run faster at the end but I need to be able to do that in the middle and maintain. It might be more mental but still it needs work.

The good thing is though I’m ready for the “off season” and I don’t feel burned out. I'm mostly just ready to do some more cross training like mtbiking, hopefully skiing this year and get in the gym and build some strength up and that sort of thing for a couple months. 
I still feel the urge that I want to focus on being able to go faster especially at the full distance. I feel like I have made a lot of progress this year and want to build on it.


Thanks to all my friends and family for the support and cheers though out training and race day. I knew you were all cheering for me and it meant the world to me and kept me going to the next timing mat.







Aug 16, 2015

Ironman Canada / Whistler 2015


















Some context for this I wrote a rather detailed race report for my coach and so figured since I wrote it I might as well post it...

Training and Lead-up
Overall I felt like my training was pretty good. I got a lot of good bike rides in and my running was consistent. I did not have a ton of super long runs but not sure how much that would have helped.

Sometime on shorter runs, I would have to stop and stretch my psoas/core muscles a bit, especially on the right. Not really sure what is going on. But I had ART and massage on it a couple times especially the last month before IMC.

My lead up triathlon race at Victoria was good, but I had a half marathon that was not so good.. I actually enjoyed racing couple 5ks to mostly practice racing, and shake things up a bit which I think helped.


Race Week
Race week was good. I kept things loose and kept my workouts short with just a little intensity. I was loose and got a massage on the Tuesday before. I focused on getting extra sleep that week so that I was rested. The weather forecast went from good, to so-so, to bad (cold, wet, and windy). As always I am sure I should have stayed off my feet more but i struggle to sit still very long even in normal situations much less pre-race.


Race Morning
I never sleep much the night before a race. Overall I didn’t stress about it.

I set my alarm for 3a and had a pb&j sandwich next to my bed so I could just eat and go back to sleep for a bit longer. At 4a I got up and got dressed, sipped on some fluids.

Headed down to the shuttle with all my stuff. Dropped a small hand bottle of coke in my run bag and got on the shuttle.

At T1 I got my bike set up with fluids ect. Used the porta poty before the lines got long. Added a vest, gloves and arm warmers to my t1 bag. It was chilly so I was glad I had a puffy jacket and tights on. Then I went for a short run to just shake thing out a bit and warm up.


Best support crew ever!

Got in my wetsuit, used some foggle on my goggles and gave hugs to all my friends. As I headed back into transition I ate a gu before heading to the water.














Swim (1:21:03; 2:07/100 yds)
My estimate for the swim was 1:20 based on what I swam in training and not expecting to much since I always swim wide in races..

Lined up about halfway from the red start buoy and the dock. Opting to stay a little wide and behind the main mass of people. Noticed there were not very many pink caps…
Got kicked a bit at the start so kind of hung back and went a bit wider to start but tried to make my way more in as I went.
Checked time at end of 1 st lap and was at :38 so just focused on maintaining on eth 2nd Lap. Got kicked a few times on the 2nd lap and hit in the face once that really hurt.
The waves started to pick up as well, could see how miserable the sup support people looked. And rain was bouncing up off the water.

On the last turn towards the finish the wind seemed to picked up and it made it hard to swim in and go pushed down lake more than would have liked. was mostly just glad to be done with the swim till I noticed how it was pouring rain..

Transition 1 (4:23)
Out of the water ran to an open wet suit striper. Went smoothly. Grabbed my bag and ran into the tent which was crazy full. Glad a volunteer was there to help get the tricky things like arm warmers, gloves and my vest on. Everything else went as normal. Shoes, stuff in my pockets, then helmet and glasses.

Ran out to my bike, grabbed it and went.

Once I started running out of t2 started having a minor panic attack when I noticed how wet the roads were, but smiled for my friends… it was exactly the biking conditions I had not wanted.

Bike was in a low gear and had no issues.

Bike (6:35:45; 16.7 mi/h) 

T1 to Whistler Hwy
As I headed out of t1 I was already shaking from the stress of the wet roads and started to get cold right away. Kept telling myself to keep breathing and relax, and remind myself that it would not help anything if I tightened up and stressed out to much. Just keep going.. it has to get better all while I was out of breath from freaking out and crying all at the same time.

Whistler Hwy to Callahan
I was glad to get out on the highway to have more room between other people who seemed to not be able to ride a straight line and at least it I was familiar with it more from riding the course. I took a sip or two of my scratch bottle but mostly was trying to stay warm and get to the next climb without someone hitting me or crashing myself. I was able to at least stop crying and just road. Hands had already started to get seriously cold, all the little downs were extremely cold and painful. My shoulders and hands were getting the worst of it since I figured out if I stayed in aero at least it was keeping my core warmer.


Callahan out and back
I was SO HAPPY to get to the climb. By this point I could not feel my hands or legs much at all. Was unsure who I was going to be able to climb but it was better than I expected. I was just glad to be getting my heart rate up a bit to help warm up. I started passing a lot of people. I ate 1 gu on the way up and on the flatter parts took a sip or two of my bottle.

As I started to see people going down I started dreading it so much. I was still cold climbing and everyone looked so cold. It also looked crazy scary on the wet roads, and they were lucky enough to not be as crowded.. half the people around me could not ride straight as it was… much less down a huge hill while shaking on wet roads… I saw Luke Bell stop and started seeing more and more bikes or people giving up and stopping at aid stations.

But just kept focusing on climbing strong and enjoying being warmer while I could.

Once I turned around I just focused on staying smooth, no tensing up to much and not riding my brakes at all since I knew that would help nothing including my time. Passed some people but mostly tried to avoid stupid people and ride safe. I was shaking from being so cold but I knew I just had to keep going. I had to keep pedaling to some extent because water would pool in my shoes and made my feet colder.

Whistler Hwy to Whistler Village
On the way back to Whistler was the first time I really realized how miserable it was. My feet were cold, my hands were cold and I realized I hadn’t taken in any salt pills and really hadn’t drunken too much water. I was focusing on staying between the cones and avoiding the gravel and rumble strips and painted lines. And just tried to get to the next climb to warm up a little bit.
I didn’t see Kyle or anyone I really knew just crowds of people. Which was probably good since I would have been more tempted to stop.

Started to became very aware that I was way behind on calories, but my hands were so frozen I struggled to refill my speedfil and handle a gu packet or anything. I had a cliff stick thing from my pocket at one point. Before the big decent I had a volunteer to help me fill my speedfil so I could get more fluids in.

Whistler Village to Pemberton
I was really focused on getting water and nutrition in when I got past Whistler. I had really only drank 1 bottle of sktrach and ate 1 or 2 gu, no salt.

On the docents I was super happy people seemed to really spread out. I passed a few people early on but mostly was alone ish. Which I found weird. But I was also so cold still. I tried to protect my core still but just go with the downhill and stay calm.

I started thinking about that my stomach was actually growling.

I was so happy to grab my special needs bag, my hands were completely frozen though so the volunteer helped me put things in my pockets, and open my pb&j sandwich and I road off eating. I also had a bottle of coke which I started drinking.

Pemberton Meadows (out and back)
On the way out I noticed there was nota headwind so I knew there might be a wind on the way back. I noticed the roads were finally starting to dry. So I settled in kept the speed around 19/20mph and focused on eating and drinking.

It seemed like people had thinned out a bit, I went back and forth with a number of people which was entertaining/annoying sometimes. I ate a salt before the turn around.

Yup headwind on the way back. I stayed in aero, ate, drank my coke, and just tried to maintain focus and not let the wind get to me. People were really spread out it seemed like so I did not have to worry about drafting much. But I used it every once and while to get past people. Or if people passed me I tried to stay with them as long as I could. I know I know but it helped me keep motivated… and was at least entertaining

As I came into pemberton I realized I really needed to pee so I stopped in Pemberton since there was no line and bike rack.. felt way better after. Also took my gloves off since they were just wet and colder than the air temp. My hands were SO SWOLLEN. My fingers looked like sausages, and I could not see any of the veins on the back on my hands like normal. I knew I was screwed on salt…. Took another salt right then and got back on my bike.

Was not sure how the climb was going to go but was kind of looking forward to be warm at least.

Grabbed another bottle of Gatorade before leaving the aid station.

Pemberton to T2
Started heading up the climbs. I had drank the full bottle of coke, ate some, and took 2 salts.

I just road how I felt and went with it. I started passing people. And it seemed way more crowded again.. I felt pretty strong on all the climbs up. I drank on the little flat sections and LOVED being warm. My legs felt good till I got to green lake, then for some reason my quads right above my knees started to hurt and get increasingly tight as I delt with the rollers into town.

Only a few people passed me back on the rollers back into town. I just tried to spin it out a bit since my knees really started to hurt.. On the stupid right turn off the highway on to the city streets my left knee seized up a bit but I soft pedaled a bit and it released. Seriously the longest transition to T2 ever, it was such a silly route though town and I just wanted off my bike. I was worried a little bit that it would hurt on the run but only a little bit.

Saw everyone as I came in and was just not in a happy place about the stupid bike ride that I could not really force a smile this time (which is actually very unlike me).


Transition 2 (4:44)
I dropped my bike off, grabbed my bag and jogged into the tent.. not as many volunteers so I did my own thing. But kind of took my time. Bike shoes off, socks on, run shoes on, helmet, glasses, arm warmers off, random stuff in pockets out. Hat on, race belt on. Gu in sports bra. Took a sip of the coke I had put in my run bag in the morning. Hand off bag off. Run-ish out


Run (4:49:53;)

T2 to Lost Lake
I headed out of T2 to run though the crowed, I did not feel bad but I did not feel good either. Mostly mentally exhausted from the stress of the bike ride. I tried to smile at my friends but didn’t really have it in me. At least I was running. I was able to just run even up the first hill. Mic ran up next to me and I finally said something like “it was just so cold”.

Lost Lake Loop #1
I just tried to find a comfortable pace and just run but my stomach started to kind of hurt, kind of felt like it had turned to a rock. At the first aid station I grabbed a banana and some gatoraid and out of habit grabbed ice.. I have no clue why and ran with it, but it would not melt so it was totally useless and just made me grip something.

I kept pretty good to the plan of only walking the aid stations and then would start running again. Other than my stomach my legs felt surprisingly ok, the pain in my quads from the bike was un-noticeable while running which was a relief.

Lost Lake to Green Lake Turnaround
On the way out I just focused on finding a rythem and holding to it. I was able to keep running /walking the aid stations past Nickolas North part. Just eating banana and some gatoraid.. I tried the pepsi but it was to sweet or just not right. At the the aid station at the school I tried to go pee to see if that helped my stomach feel better, but nope. They started bring out chicken soup and took 1 sip it was so so, took 2nd and I puked it up immediately. So no go for that.

My abs started to get tight and it made it hard to breath when I was running up or down any inclide so on the way out to the turnaround I started getting more frustrated and mentally things started to unwind a bit.

Green Lake Turnaround to hot corner
I walked a bit more on the way back but kept it pretty controlled but I was getting pretty frustrated with my stomach and my abs seizing when I was running. The aid stations seemed really short and bairly had enough time to eat a bike or two of banana and a sip of something before it was over. As I came back into the hot corned I just did not feel strong or good. I remember telling Shawn Sullivan – it was “not good” , frowning and shaking my head as I jogged/ran by at the hot corner spot.

Hot Corner to Hot Corner
Saw Kyle before everyone else who were kind of before the hill into lost lake. I jogged/walked a bit with him and cried/vented a lot about how stupid the day was. At the point all I was thinking was “I don’t want to do this anymore” – but I knew I would keep going at the same time…

At this point my stomach was still a rock and now my abs were seizing around my ribs especially on the left side and made it crazy hard to breath with any effort. So I walked more, I tried to keep my walking pace up so that I was always moving forward. Kyle just stayed with me and kept telling me who dropped out, and stuff like that and how great I actually was doing.. in one ear out the other.. but I kept going and would run when I could.

By the time I got back to tehhot corner at least I was not just repeating “I don’t want to do this anymore” and was not crying… still no smiles though.

Hot Corner to Green Lake Turnaround
Kyle just talking to me and stayed with me.. I go back and forth if it would have been better on my own or not but it was what it was. I ran when it was flat. The ups and downs hurt. I noticed all the slight ups and downs that normally would feel flat.. and I was frustrated.

My stomach actually started to feel reasonable, less rock like so the bananas were helping. but by this point my abs were so tight and would seize up so fast it was stupid really.

You couldn’t really tell who was on what loop and seeing people running, seemingly with ease just made me feel worse.

While on the way to the turn around the wind picked up and it actually stated raining again. I was soo tired of being cold. I just wanted the day to be over and sitting in a hot tub wearing a puffy jacket.

Green Lake Turnaround to Finish
I loosly started to be aware of timing and that was both depressing and like ok you are going to be done… I was still running when ever I could and I think the idea of heading back in helped a ton so I was able to extend the run parts longer. I was aware that when I tried to run with my head up my abs were way worse so I started running with my head down and shorter breaths and I could then actually sort of run. Kyle and I talked about the overall time a bit. And I said something like I like have so many miles and I won’t make it sub 13 because I can’t run that fast but I guess I was not paying attention that when I ran I was actually and ok pace..

I started keeping the walks though even the aid stations shorter and just kept my head down and ran as much as I could muster.

As came though hot corner and saw people, still no smile but at least I was running. I kept Kyle’s heels just in view and just stayed there. Did not even bother with the last aid station, I did not want to have to stop and start again.

Was so happy to be turning right… That silly loop d lop thing they did was just mean though, half uphill which hurt but I ran. My breathing was ridiculous, these short and fast little breaths with my head down.. I ran past a few people but it was not very crowded. I just wanted to be done. I mentally so just done with the day. I did not even lift my head running down the finish shoot, I wasn’t excited about the finish other than the idea of being done. So No celebration just ran though which in retrospect is dumb.. but oh well.


Post-Race (12:55:48, 25th ag) 
Found Kyle and my friends and they grabbed my stuff before we headed back to the house and I immediately got in the hot tub and sat for like :45 just to feel normal.

I am very thankful for all my family and friends that cheered for me in person and online. It really did mean a lot to be even though I was horrible at expressing it during the race.

I have gone back and forth between disappointment in not being able to race as hard as I felt I could and just being happy I stuck with it and finished. The weirdest thing was even while I was in eth race and did not want to do this anymore I could not even tell myself I did not want to do full IM anymore. So not a shock with in a day I was looking a fall IM and what could be possible.. a half just did not seem to be enough.

I knew I could have ridden the bike course faster since in training I road it :15 faster and that was with no aid stations and not staying on top of food and fluids very well. The run just feels like an effect of the bike (not fueling enough, constant shivering for 3+ hours).

But then I remind myself I set a :20 minute pr and placed 20 spots higher in my age group that in ironman before (2010 CDA). So all my training did help a lot and everyone had a hard day.

I mostly just feel like I have unfinished business with this year. And surprised to not be burned out or feel burned by this race.



Oct 22, 2013

Nike Women's Marathon 2013


The plan :: 
Go easy the first 12 miles, then focus on staying on pace, then fight for when it gets hard.


Saturday :: 
A 6a flight means stupid early alarm clock but we did get into San Francisco early enough to avoid crazy traffic thanks to the BART strike and beat the lines for bib pick up. It was even better that a a good friend and crazy awesome runner friend Faye was on our flight as well and we shared a cab to the expo. We walked right into get our bibs and it was so much more real. 

Then the fun began we met up with Katie & Nico, dropped our bags at the hotel and headed out to explore San Francisco  and headed straight to the Fisherman's ward to get some fish and chips via china town. It was so nice, warm and sunny out it was hard not to keep walking around the waterfront and we even just sat at a ark for a while and soaked in the sun. 

Looking back we probably sure have taken a cable car but oh well. The fish,chips and some yummy soar dough were amazing but after then walking all the way to Ghiradelli's and then to the Ferry terminal and then back to the hotel my feet and legs kind of were throbbing. So I filled a garbage can full of ice and took an ice bath to try to make the legs and feet feel a bit better.

The place we had planned on going to had a crazy line so as we walked back we found a place that had breakfast. It was perfect, I eat breakfast for dinner a lot so a pancake, some eggs and some super yummy fruit was beyond perfect. Of course I had to also get a strawberry and nutella crepe as well, which was sooo yummy! Kyle, Nico and Katie grabbed some rental bikes so they could ride and at least see me a few places on the course. 

The rest of the night I stayed off my feet and just prepped my stuff. Well I had to still decide what exactly I would wear.. you know small details - black tank with bright colored skirt, or sparkle skirt, or bright colored tank, black skirt, tri shorts.. way to many options… First choice was ok lets go with sparkle skirt, and I love the pockets in my Zoot tri shorts.. so it came down to black tank or bright yellow nike marathon tank…

 After talking with Kyle, texting with Katie and Rossane I went with the yellow both because easier for them to spot me, and well bright colors are just more fun. lol

I layer everything out, twice just to make sure I had everything and then taped my feet, set my alarm and went to bed.
 



Race Day ::
Alarm went off so early… took a very quick shower to help wake up. Ate a Powerbar energy blend, a cliff kid fruit twist and 2 MetaSalt pills. Got ready, used the bathroom a few times and headed out to the start which was literally right outside our hotel.It was 5:30a so the streets were still pretty empty so it was easy to drop my dry cloths bag off and then hung out with Kyle out of the wind. Katie and Nico met us out in front of the Westin. The street started to fill up so I gave hugs and got some final encouragements before I headed across the street to line up at the front of my coral. 

I was in the sub 8:59 group which is the 1st late coral, but after the last time I raced here I got caught so far back behind walks and everything i made sure to be at the front of my coral. I ate my pre-race blackberry gu and then they started to let our coral move up closer to the start. At least it was more out of the wind. 5 min later they moved us even closer to the start. i hung back because I really did not want to be on the front line, since that would not help me go easy. Now it was really crowded. Lots of people taking pictures with their phone and the announcers going on about stuff, they had some girl lead a warm up which was kind of funny because no one could even move around much we were so packed in.  Finally it was 6:30a they shot off some fireworks and I was off. It took me about :10 seconds to be across the start line which seems crazy for such a huge race. 

The first 2 miles are down hill mostly so I just tried to settle in and roll with it and not worry about other. I mostly just kept repeating "keep it easy", "keep it easy". The best part of getting out in front was it was crowded but not that crowded. in past years i would run on the side walks it was so packed but I was able to just run, and had space to pick my line no big deal. it was awesome. 

I knew Kyle, Nico and Katie were planning on being at about mile 1.5, wear the course turns onto the waterfront. so I stayed to the outside so I would see them. Actually I was worried because I had to told Kyle I would be on the left side but also outside so was not sure.. but luckily since it is well known I am not good with left/right he was on the outside and as I turned onto the waterfront they cheered me on. 



It was still very dark out, darker than I have ever remembered it. The rest of the waterfront I just tried to stay loose and keep it easy. I did realize I grabbed the wrong headphones, that did not have a inline controller so I couldn't skip a song, or adjust the volume with out pulling my iPod out of my shorts pocket.. which was annoying. I told Katie as she rode by and asked how I was doing. Kyle then gave me a new set but they were actually the same, no controller.. so oh well.. just go with it. 

The first short hill off the waterfront is short and steep but it felt easy, no big deal. which made me so happy. So the next couple miles just rolled by like that. the crew would ride by or some ahead and cheer me on, maybe take a photo and I pretty much just kept telling myself keep it easy. easy. easy. 

I was surprised my garmin was more accurate than it had been in the past, getting pretty close to the mile markers. So I trusted the pace, and always kept an eye on it. staying between 8:20-9 but not stressing on the up hills if it went up a bit. I felt great, good energy, just stayed loose. Was glad I decided to run with a small hand bottle with osmo in it. Tasted great and I was able to get though the aid station crowds with out slowing at all. 

Ate my first gu around mile 5ish as planned in preparation for the first big hill is at 6.5 ish. It sucks because as you can actually see it switch back in front of you. But before I knew it I was running up the hill and it really was not that bad.. Kyle and the crew cheered me on. I think they all said something about how much it sucked ridding up the hill.. i mostly just laughed… 

Around this point I started mostly telling myself to stay strong on the hills but don't push it, I knew I would be able to run downhill faster. It was finally light out but was crazy foggy which was alright except you don't get to enjoy any of the usual views that this course has, no golden gate bridge, no ocean…. The fog also kept it nice a cool, I loved it. Usually by this time I would have already be dumping water on my head but I was perfectly comfortable especially with all the hills. 

The miles kept ticking away, I took another gu at mile 10. I am not very good at math so after I would cross a mile marker I would ask Kyle for my pace so I could compare it to what the garmin was saying. They were mostly pretty close, but it was nice having someone else do the math. I have been know to try doing the math for miles before i get anything. I mostly just know the major distances and what pace is what time, vs actually calculating it myself.. good thing I am designer… 


As the half marathons started to turn off towards the finish, it was crazy to see how few marathons there were in comparison. Which was kind of cool really. But at the same time it sucks because you are running up a long hill. It wasn't hard but wasn't as easy anymore either. I was starting to estimate my half marathon time.. and knew I was somewhere around 1:55 isn which I was super happy about since that gave me some time in the back on the second half but at the same time I was hoping it would be enough….

I had another gu at 15 miles and as I headed back down I tried to pick up the pace a bit and shake out the legs but it was starting to get harder especially as I got to mile 15ish. It is almost mean when they have the half rejoin the full marathons. They wet all picking up the pace to finish and I tried to use that energy but at the same time it is hard knowing the finish is so close but you still have another 10+ miles. 




I think it is 16/17 miles where the full turns onto the waterfront, it feels up hill both ways even though I know it is supposedly flat. As i came onto the flat my legs really started to tighten up and ache. Nothing really hurt, but it was no longer easy. So time to start trying to stay on pace.. I knew if I kept it under 10 and closer to 9:30 I could still make 4 hours. So the fight began. I tried to keep it positive, and focus on good form, light feet and staying after it. 
They changed the course to be an out and back, but I had no clue when you would turn around and started to struggle with staying positive and got a bit sad that it felt like it was slipping away.. 


Luckily Kyle, Nico and katie stayed after me, kept encouraging me and I got my head straight and focused on fighting for what I wanted. I also reminded self slowing down would just make my legs hurt longer. The best plan is to run faster so I could be done. I ate my last Gu around mile 21. 

I saw Faye just before the turn around and she cheered me on which made me smile and really helped motivate me to stay after it. Kyle also did his best to reassure and encourage me to get moving because he "knew I could do this". I really wanted to believe him but it was hard … 

Finally reached the turn around and headed back to the finish. I snapped out of it a bit and realized I really needed to keep the pace up because I had slowed a bit so I had to dig deep, and get aggressive. Luckily it was a downhill so I tried my best to take advantage of it to get my legs moving. But then you turn and have to go up one last steep little hill ugh.. 



Now I was with in range that I could do the math and I knew I would be close.. so I dug and got angry at myself and tried to make my feet/legs move faster.. it worked some but wow that last two miles felt uphill even though it was totally flat, and the last mile felt like it took forever.



My lower back started to seize up a bit which did not help. But the crew rode with and cheered me on as long as they could to help me get though. Because of the fog you could not even really see the finish till you right on top of it. So I ran as hard as I could and crossed the finish line at 4:01:49.. I will take it! 

Post Race ::
I was so happy to be done but wow my legs hurt way more walking lol. I got my necklace, finishers shirt, food, extra chocolate milk, mylar blanket and headed to where Kyle & I said we would meet. Even though it was crazy crowded we managed to find each other. I handed him all the finishers stuff then went and got my dry cloths bag. Then found a place to sit down and Kyle helped me get changed, the longer I sat the more clod I got. At some point he insisted I was shaking and made me put his sweatpants and sweatshirt on along with the mylar blanket. Then went and got me a beanie and found a second mylar. At this point I finally started to warm up, drank two chocolate milks and enjoyed just standing in the soft sand. 


 



Data ::

Official race data
Time 04:01:59    Chip Time 04:01:48   Pace 9:14
Overall Place 500   AG Place W30-34  82/742

25k 00:25:48
10k 00:52:53
15k 01:21:31
21k 01:55:46
25k 02:17:27
30k 02:46:19
35k 03:17:59
40k 03:48:55


Jan 17, 2012

Arizona Rock 'n' Roll Half Marathon 2012

Pre-race
Tried my best all week to get some extra sleep and a bit of recovery but it did not really happen. Legs felt tight and Kyle had a bad week with his heart so it was super stressful. We flew in on sat morning and went straight to the expo, hotel, dinner and by the time we got back it was already dark so just got things set out and ready. Would have liked to have gotten a short run in to loosen up the legs but no luck. Tried to go to bed early but that never really happens the night befor a race.

Race morning
Woke up at 5:30a. Went to put on my garmin and realised it was completly dead, so I charged it till we left and hoped it would last long enough. Ate some gu blasts and sipped on a bottle of nuun since nothing else really sounded good. Headed down to the start by 6:30a so there was plenty of time to check dry cloths, use the porta potty and warm up. On the way we realized it was actually pretty warm, no need for gloves or arm warmers.

Got everything checked, found our corals and then found a great trail right next to the start to warm up on. Ate a gu as we lined up in the corals.

After a 10 min delay the elites, then wave 1 were off. I was in wave 2. It was super crowded so just tried to run to open space at the beginning. Luckily most people seemed to have lined up correctly so I was right in with a bunch of other people running the same pace. Found the 7:45 pace as planned and tried to get into that rythem. First couple of miles felt good. The worst thing was how dry my mouth was. Grabbed water at the first water station, took a sip and poured the rest on my head which felt perfect. I kept looking for Kyle in case he had a problem early on.

Some where around mile 4 and 5 I noticed my Garmin had already shut off. No more pace. I turned my timed watch to crono and at least got mile times but that was after so I could not really adapt as quickly and started loosing time. Ate a gu at mile 5.

Around mile 6/7 my hamstrings and glutes started hurting. I became very aware that the entire course was a slight gradual climb. I really tried to ignore how tight my legs felt and tried to mix up my stride but nothing really helped. So just tried to keep my feet moving and pushing it when I could. Some time before mile 9 I saw the 1:45 pace pass me which was disheartening when I could not keep up. I kept looking for Kyle since I knew if he was going to have a bigger problem it would be around 7ish and he would have slowed down..

I knew my race plan was to try and increase intensity around mile 9 so I really tried to but don't think I was able to go any faster. I did not let it get to me and just kept going. Telling myself it would hurt no matter what so might as well try to run faster and get it done with. The legs did not really want to go with that idea... Especially once my inner thighs started to chafe and I could feel every time I moved.

Ate another gu at mile 10. Since I was not able to stay on planned pace I at least tried to push the intensity for the last 5k. I did manage to pass some people which felt good after feeling like everyone was passing me. I knew there was only a mile left when we crossed the river which seemed like forevermore the finish line.

Finished at 1:53 ish knowing it was not as fast as I have wanted but at least it was faster than my last 2 halves and really since spring of 2010. So I was happy with that and at least I am getting faster but looks like I will need some more time to get my speed back.

Official splits
5k 24:51
10k 51:00
10 mi 1:25:26
Final chip time 1:53:31
avg pace 8:40

Jun 27, 2011

Ironman Coeur d'Alene 2011

Since last year when I decided to do another Ironman a lot of things have changed in my life. Mr. Crampy's Multisport has officially become a second job and huge part of my life and that combined with my "day job" my life is very very full. Needless to say the time I had available to train was less than the years before. I did my best but I can confidently say I was on the side of being under trained.

Since my training was different I really had to change how I mentally went into the race, I had to let go of time goals or anything like that and decided to set some ground rules for my race - mostly I would not give up and not give in to anything negative. I really wanted to smile the whole day and not stress about it to much.


Pre-race
I got to spend a couple days before the race hanging out with my friends, Joe and Eric in CDA and go to bed early, get some extra rest and generally get ready for the race.

Kyle came into town late late Friday night after the Rock n roll expo was packed up. Saturday was full of the usual pre race stuff - a little workout, bike check, a nap, and then a chill dinner with friends. Kyle also managed to help a bunch of people with last minute bike issues as well.
Morning of I felt pretty calm considering. I knew my plan, the water was pretty calm and I just went through all the prep, met up with all my team mates and friends that were also racing and got into my wetsuit. I did manage to cry a bit when I gave Kyle a final hug before heading into the swim start. But that is pretty normal for me


Swim
By far the most scary part of the day for me. Last year I was beat up pretty bad. So I decided to do what I did for my first ironman and swim crazy wide and avoid all the crowds. I lined up with a friend, Sean Sullivan at the very far right side of the beach away from the bouy line and once the gun went off I actually forced myself to let the wave of people to go with out me. I swam so wide I actually just sighted off the boats on the outside edge of the swim area. I had open water and did not have to fight for room to breath. It was exactly what I needed I did not waste any energy stressing and freaking out.
It was really cold very cold. My fingers went numb with in a couple minutes and my feet ached the entire time from being so cold. It literately felt like I swam the entire 2.4 mile swim doing fist swim drills only really being able to use my forearm to pull with. The 1st loop was actually bearable but by the 2nd loop it was even colder. I was sooo happy to see that swim finish and get out of that water.


T1
They had volunteers in the water unzipping the top of peoples wetsuits because everyone could not feel their hands. I pretty much went into automatic mode - ran up and had the wetsuit strippers help me get my suit off, grabbed my bag and went into the changing tent. I can't believe how many people were changing all their cloths and trying to put on sports bras when they were wet.. don't they know that is almost impossible. Since I was so cold I put on a pair of cheap stretchy gloves and a light vest on top of my tri kit. I had also put toe warmers in my shoes, so my shoes were nice and warm even after I took them out.

Bike
I was beyond happy to get on my bike. The gloves helped a ton and so did the vest I was able to warm up quickly and by the 1st out and back I was warmed up and look off my vest and gloves. I tossed them to the Pauole crew on government and headed out to the fun part of the course. Joe caught me at the main hill on english point and I was shocked that he was behind me since he is a faster swimmer but he said he was put in the warming hut for :20 min or so. I road steady up all the hill and maintained that over the top and down the backside. I actually felt pretty good and enjoyed the entire 1st loop. Starting the 2nd loop I felt good and just tried to stay focused and maintain my effort and keep eating. Which was difficult around mile 90 I had to loosen my race belt because my stomach had started to bloat and hurt. So I cut back on eating and just drank some and took some more salt. Luckily by the time I came in on the bike I thought it was mostly ok.

T2
Quick change of shoes, helmet to visor and got some more sunblock and I was off. Oh yeah and at the last minute I grabbed some water and some pretzels on my way out.

Run
Started my ironman shuffle and just told myself to smile and run to the aid stations and that is exactly what I did. Each aid station I walked and got some pretzels or water to pour on myself because it was hot. but then by the end of the aid station I started my shuffle again. I also walked up the big long hill at the turn around to, but ran all the flats and even the downhills. Other than my stomach I felt ok and just did my little ironman shuffle and cheered on all my friends that were racing.
2nd loop I felt good at the start but as I got further along my left ankle and top of my foot just hurt like I had a bruise or something. It was actually kind of a sharp pain and I could not get ride of it by moving my sock or adjusting my shoe but I kept shuffling to each aid station. Since it was no worse when I ran or walked I just kept at it till I got to the turn around point Jess caught me, after I passed her while she was in the porta potty. She did not feel good at all so we walked up the big hill and just chatted the whole way. She tied to do some jogging but couldn't and even slowed her walking pace a bit at times. Though she seemed better as long as we kept talking and walking. So since I had no real time goals and just wanted to enjoy the day I decided the last 6 miles or so of my race were best spent walking and talking with Jess all the way to the finish.


We finished shuffling down the street together and crossed the line smiling as if we had won because we did, we finished another Ironman.




After thoughts
It is funny because no one knows what to say to me about my race. I was smiling all day but I did not really have a fast time and my run especially became much longer than expected. Also I went into it with a different goal than usual - to just enjoy the day vs most people s goal for a faster time and that sort of thing. I just wanted to have fun and enjoy the sport of triathlon again. I did not really gut anything out, I smiled, push myself and had fun all day. It was the perfect day to spend swimming, biking and running and I had a great day with 2000+ other people who also like triathlon.